Best in the world,

Speeches won't be made today, clocks will carry on.

Flowers won't be left in parks, work will still be done.

People won't be dressed in clack, babies will be born.
No flags will fly, the sun will rise,
But we know that you are gone.

You who love to love and believed we can never give enough

It wakes me every single night, thinking through the day;
Did you stop at any time, have doubts at any stage?
Were you calm or were you numb, or happy just to get it done?
I've lived my life without regret until today.

You who love to love and believed we can never give enough

I didn't get to say goodbye the day before the day,
Was trying to get to work on time, that's why I turned away.
And missed the most important thing you've ever tried to say;
I've lived my life without regret until today.

You who love to love and believed we can never give enough,
And you who hoped that underneath we all felt the same,
That was until the day before the day.

And I pray and I hope in all sincerity that you are well, know that I keep you in prayer as frequently as I can remember. That I know not of each and every turn of event, but know that at the end, if I am no longer still here for you, He will be. That at least until that day, may He, if willing, continue to let you find a purpose in me. That He, if willing, will continue to let me find a purpose, in you. In so many nights I have been kept awake thinking of the same things and gratefully submitting them once and over, that I have no where else to turn to, and for that I thank God. For right now, after all this while, after all that has happened, no matter how seemingly long or short,

Know that I still do.

That I still keep, that copy in my book.

Dear friend, you are greatly missed.

Echo

Everyday I learn and experience and re-learn and re-experience, and reaffirm, and reaffirm.

This base Hope feels different, it does not change and is still there, as I progress and regress,

Its something within me, but its not from me.

a little bit of too little, too late.

We all have a weakness
But some of ours are easy to identify.
Look me in the eye and ask for forgiveness;
We'll make a pact to never speak that word again
Yes you are my friend.

We all have something that digs at us,
At least we dig each other
So when weakness turns my ego up
I know you'll count on the me from yesterday

If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me
Sing this song
Remind me that we'll always have each other
When everything else is gone.

We all have a sickness
That cleverly attaches and multiplies
No matter how we try.

We all have someone that digs at us,
At least we dig each other
So when sickness turns my ego up
I know you'll act as a clever medicine.

If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me.
Sing this song!
Remind me that we'll always have each other
When everything else is gone.

Oh each other....
When everything else is gone.

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ohh
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh

If I turn into another
Dig me up from under what is covering
The better part of me.
Sing this song!
Remind me that we'll always have each other
When everything else is gone.

Oh each other....
When everything else is gone.
Oh each other....
When everything else is gone.



to think that i could have sang this song for you.

sigh,

make or break.

Epic Song

To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, Utopian dream.

You do something to me that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line if I said "I miss you"?

I see your picture.
I smell your skin on
The empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
But already I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care,
And I miss you.

Incubus - I Miss You

Confession

And I wished that night would last forever, without the drink yet with her closeness, and I cannot hide from myself any much longer, dear.

Night

Has gotten to me again once more, can't sleep for nuts so thank God i'm at home at least. If i was in my bunk i would be lying in bed looking at the ceiling fan and listening to my bunk mates snoring. That being said, 3 WEEKS OF OFF IS HERE! WOOOOLOOLOOLOOLOO.

Listening to Maroon 5's nothing lasts forever, the dude's voice sounds nice at first, but after a while it sounds like someone singing whilst having their nose pinched. Nasal must be sexy in some parts of the world.

Great weekend, great moments with great friends and all, don't feel like elaborating much now so maybe will do so in the future. (which probably means i won't. HAHA). Just not in the right mood manzxczxczxczxc. Tonight is weird because its the first of many nights where i'm not in camp and now my company is reduced to half strength! Hope the guys inside are doing okay, there really is nothing to do in camp nowadays.

Tmrw will be going for dim sum with favian geraldine and maybe lizard, feels like old times again, which is pretty awesome. now that most of them can drive, which is awesome as well; convenient much! Won't be surprised if gera does something stupid again, good times, good times. HAHA.

Alright, maybe ill post again later if i still can't sleep, the maroon 5 guy is getting quite irritating by now.

Ah well. Done all i'm supposed to do, hand it over to You.

The Ugly Truth

Alright, jamming today was pretty good, still a little raw due to the lack of practice but at least we finished up on a new song on the spot, so it wasn't too bad.

Caught the ugly truth today with the gang (HAHA), have no idea how long since I last saw them, but the movie was surprisingly quite good. Its just the type of standard underrated chick flick that I needed to fulfill my very conflicted attention span with, so yeah do catch it, not bad not bad! It made me learn that you can also call a certain something "the bean". HAHAHA.

Kinda weird to see YY bald, but in a good way. Its one of those things you have to see to believe. HAHA. Now that nearly all of them have more or less enlisted, except for patrick, who has enlisted but is not bald, sadly. Hahaha. Its good to touch base with all of them again! Will be looking forward to seeing Hy when he books out next week, oh man, the last time I saw him bald was like in sec2 when they had to all shave due to some crazy basketball oath.

Allllright other than that today was pretty good, have no idea why I've been having the motivational need to comment upon how my day went nowadays but yeah, maybe its just a phase. Church tomorrow! Hope I don't fall asleep during sermon. Again.